What I Have Earned In 20 years
🎂 I Completed 19 Years and Entered My 20s Today—Here's What I Earned Instead of Celebrations Published: June 19, 2026 Today is my 20th birthday, and honestly, I'm not celebrating it. Most people would find that strange. At 20, you're supposed to throw a party, go out with friends, do something that screams "I'm celebrating life!" But there's a heaviness to today for me that has nothing to do with sadness and everything to do with realization. I had a dream to celebrate this milestone at PICT—one of India's most prestigious engineering colleges. And I didn't make it there. That thought sits with me every birthday. Not as bitterness, but as a constant reminder of the gap between dreams and reality. Yet, as I sat down today to reflect on what the last 20 years have actually given me, something unexpected happened. I found peace. After nearly two hours of honest, critical thinking about my journey—from a shy kid in a village to a first-year engineer...